initial-D verii niice !!

now in blur mode..
haha!
feel so sleepy~
anyway..
i went to watch initial - D liao
damn nice lar
cant resists it
gosh !!
haha
going crazy over it
*ahem* self control wor
LoLx !!
anyway......
my last post in blog..
sound negative huh??
nahz...
no lar....
i always lidat de...
lurve scolding dumb..
call me sickco ??
hehe
sch re-open soon~
mix feelings lor
hehe
shan't xplain much
blehz!!
anway... initial D real nice lar
muz watch !!
haha
i watch alot of movies recently
i regret y b4 i nv collect the movie tickets
if not i will noe how many i have watch le..
haha !!
muz b alot !!
but i made a pact..
on my 18th birthday....
i will go watch movie...
den frm that day onwards i will collect =)
or shall i start this year??
haha !!!
diao~
bdae coming
wonder daddy will buy hp for me??
haiz..
i doubt.
haha
for ur info.. my bdae still got 3 mths
so near yet so far..
LoLx
i wan sf65
b4 i am in lurve with k700i
now change liao
hehe....
sf65 is better coz of the camera
*ptss!! i lurve taking photos!!*
heez...
God.... i hit 16 leh...
O N E more arh~
i am so happi mann`
west B is growing ~ & the guys too!
i blive west C will be next~
yes God...
west will grow~ 70 !!!!!!
hehe....
i lurve Jesus =)
*yaya as if u duno rite??*
blehz !!
i simply live for Him alone....
without him... might as well dun live~
this is the life w/o Jesus...
i wonder how ppl survive de arh??
esp ppl who leave God..
coz they already noe the truth & tasted God's love liao
i tik.....
backslidders' life will be more misarable den non-B
coz at least non-B duno anything... nv tasted anything...
but this is my point of view lar....
no matter backslidder or non-B ....
both also no Jesus.......
come & join my joyful life yay??
ting can use her life to chop stamp....
i am not lying ~
knowing Him ... my life has become more joyful le..
reali !!!! =)
muackz !!
oh ya
anyway ah jo give birth liao
congrats !!!!!
yay!!!
i so "xian mu"
can be mummy liao.....
hehe
i will pray for the twins de..
pray that they will be healthy =)
and also jo will not feel so painful =)

Dumb x))

did lotsa dumb thing recently..
cant stand myself
dumb
dumb
dumb
dumb
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway.....
after my dumb act..
i made a new fren =)
haha !!
she is wendy~~
yay !!
there is a chinese saying..
"bu ta bu xiang shi"
izzit talking abt us??
lalala..
anyway....
wana say sorry to her...
juz treat it as...
i am dumb ok?
i tik u are a nice gal =)
really..
anyway...
one more dumb thing...
i realise that i am a xiao mei mei
u noe y??
i got offended !!!!!
by a xiao mei mei
age? sec 2..
but inside her??
one xiao mei mei
boo~
nvm.
as wat i say...
xiao mei mei only
y muz i bother???
y muz i angry??
nahz !!!!!
haiz nvm..
i dun wana be affected by little things
haha !!
anyway....if she change...
it would be a great testimony mann`
but i blive God can do all things~
yes !
i tik she is damn pitiful mann`
knock out some sense to her..
can?
please ~
hehe
D U M B !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am dumb ~
mii
mii
mii
mii
mii
mii !!
can i not be dumb?
i wana use my brain ~
tik b4 i act...
or i will be a real dumb ~
wise ppl tik b4 they act..
ya??
haha!
D U M B ~!!!!
t i n g !!!

Fruitful Day =)

went hse visiting today..
ard 8 houses??
haha
tired
tired
tired
but...
worth it
really =)
din manage to study today
feel so guilty
haiz..
i muz study frm tml onwards !!
muz!!
wana be the best student for God
but i reali hate studying...
O level..
oh no..
sighs~
God help me wor =)
hehe
i feel so blessed..
u noe y??
i am so thankful that God place Xinyi in my dmm
i mean...
coz..
today we went to visit her sheep(s)..
den she was thinking...
"how to bring leeting out when her mum is so fierce?"
den she keep asking us..
den on e bus...
heard her wondering to herself
"how to help leeting??"
den in interchange...
she ask again..
haha !!!
hey...
tis show that she lurve her sheep alot !!
wow.. God is looking for this kind of ppl mann`
who cares if u are skillful?
its ur heart that matters
amen??
haha!!
wow freak out by my com mann`
irritating !!
spoil liao lar...
irritating !!!!!!!!!
abit "fan nao"...
still thinking that..
"should i go back & check up??"
actually i wan...
coz at least make sure my leg ok mah..
but i scare the doc..
duno y..
haha
e doc say if no swollen..
no pain..
den no need to go back liao
he damn fierce lar...
my leg not swollen liao...
but sometime pain..
but not as much as b4..
so should i go back??
God heal me..
hehe
i trust His healing power mann`
but i noe God heal ppl thru medicine too.....
so i have to do my part also..
but God.. i duno y i scare of that doc..
& money & time..
waste !!
argh !!
skool going to open liao
e tot of tchers juz freak me out..
hair check again.....
tests !!!
nagging......
chasing hmwk...
blah blah...
argh !!!!
endure..
going to grad liao =)
but i look forward to outreach
haha !!!!!
oh no...
i am getting fat-ter...
diao..
i keep eating leh
e worse thing is...
i keep eating after mid-night !!!
confirm fat de
no no no
cannot touch the 50 mark !!
if not i will depress de..
haha
trust me..
i will=)
haha!!!! wow...

-Big problem...Big miracles !!!-

yuppee..

had sd-dmm today =)
fun..
eat & eat !!
haha !!
den went to watch mr & mrs smith..
heh.. i dun reali like the show..
watch with..
jency..
dewen..
Daryl..
Brandon..
Junyao...
x))
haben reali chat with them ..
but fun =p
anyway today is...
F A T H E R ' S D A Y
wana wish my daddy in heaven..
a happy father's day!!
Love u !!
wana wish my father on earth..
happy father's day!!
yay!!
& not forget....
today is my special day with God also..
HAPPY 1 YEAR 11 MONTHS ANIVERSARY !!
next mth is 2 year liao =)
yay !!
Love ya !!



next week schooling again liao..... sighs..
but can outreach yay!!

Dun wana be spoilt brat anymore~

i am not a princess...
i dun deserve special treatments..
i have no rights to demand
no rights to be pampered..
i dun wana be a spoilt brat
not anymore!!
wana grow upp`
wana be mature..
wana be salt & light..
wana represent Jesus well
since young..
my family pampered mii
both mummy & papa..
had been a spoilt brat all along..
when mummy leave the family..
only left with daddy..
daddy still dote me alot..
when i am hungry..
He will buy me food..
even its late at nite..
when i complain that the hse is boring..
he will buy alot of my fav food
when i wan a com..
he buy for me..
ever since mummy left...
me & daddy quarrel often...
i always tot that i deserve more..
i tot that he owe me a happy family..
he chase my mummy out..
i always tot that he owe me..
often compare myself to others..
& i will tik that my daddy not good..
other ppl got mummy..
i dun have..
other gals have mummy to help them buy personal stuff..
me? gotta buy myself..
other ppl got mummy cook for them..
me? maid...
he dun allow me to visit my mummy..
he dun allow me to talk to her..
my grandpa curses her & bad mouth her..
my aunties are all so sacastic..
["eh...? ur mummy leh?"]
puke... y ask this when they noe??
my uncles are irritating...
["eh.. let ur papa re-marry ok?"]
pls lar... i din say cannot wat..
he wan to marry again den so be it lor..
but i dun wan mummy cry~
no more mum's cook...
i miss it..
how i wish that i can shop with her...
i miss the days when mummy bring me to jurong point..
daddy wait in the car..
these days...
i miss the days when daddy drive us & mummy beside him..
i miss e days when mummy scream at me when i drop her phone..
she was reali fierce..
but now... she was so gentle to me..
so polite to me..
i noe y....
bcoz she miss us so much.....
thats y she nv scream again~
we are not like daughter & mother..
mummy no money..
my family is quite rich..
she used to slp at hm and slack ard..
rich tai tai...
now she washes floor..
cant afford to eat a simple meal...
i rmber the days when i ask daddy
["i want a mother... can i have ??"]
i also rmber telling him..
["u have no rights over me, u took away my mother"]
& also...
["other ppl got mother... den me leh???"]
got angry & cry easily when my family broken..
when i wan something...
if he dun give me...
i will tik that i deserve it..
i wana learn something.. muz pay my own..
when i wan clothes muz pay my own..
i tot thats tis is his responsibilities??
i envy those ppl whose parents organise everything for them
i envy those ppl whose parents pay for them..
i envy those ppl whose parents shop with them..
but now.....
i repented.....
i dun wana be a princess liao..
no longer spoilt brat...
i noe that daddy lurve me...
dun wana blame him anymore...
dun wana demand..
its time to grow up !!
wat i wan ... i muz save up & buy myself...
cannot rely on Him le..
its time for Him to rely on me...
but not all..
muz wait till i work..
but now.. 17 liao..
cannot everything also ask frm him..
get it myself..
he doesnt owe me anything..
but i pray that he will allow us to mit mummy
& also he will be fren with mummy....
dun wana cry for this family liao..
wana be strong~
God is with me !!
God is my family....
come on ppl...
appreciate ur family...
u cant afford to lose them..
i tot i can be use to the life w/o mummy...
but i am wrong..
i miss her...
i will tear when i tik of her...
but u have ur mummy at hm rite?
God wants us to shine in e family... =)
God.. i am in This !!!!

I've Met Him !!

Yay.. back frm camp..
wow.. really tired mann..
haha!
but i am so refresh!!
u noe wat?
i reali lurve the camp so much..
say abt the JB camp first..
wow... i tell u..
i am very pro..
i have one bag..
inside got clothes for 4 days..
heels..
make up thingy..
blah blah..
all in one bag..
haha!
alot of ppl wana me to be their tcher..
["how did u do that??"]
i tik i have amazed them..
hehe..
proud of myself mann` (opps)
haha !
God's gonna curse me!!
(thats wat jency always tell me..)
LoL! nahz.. u noe that she is joking..
haha !
in JB camp..
i wore wat i dun wear usually..
hehe..
but nvm..
i lurve new things..
yay!!
in JB camp.. i fell really sick
i cough till tears come out
den out of breath..
west: ["lets go shopping!!"]
ting: ["i tik i not joining u all.. i wana go ballroom & rest"]
haha..thats not me!!
why??
1st: how would tingting reject shopping??
2nd: "huh??" going to ballroom alone??"
reali sick den i dun mind not to shop & staying in ballrm alone..
during praise.. i sat down & stone..
haha!!
duno y.. keep stoning.. =p
but one thing that is reali amazing..
amazed by God's power..
Ps PN told us abt healing..
in hope bankok..
there is once.. Ps Pn prayed for healing..
on the spot.. ard 12 cripples make their own way up to e stage!!
i am reali amazed when i hear this..
u noe..
i can always react by saying :
"aiya..how would i noe if he is crapping??"
but i didn't.. bcoz i believe..
its God leh.. nth is impossible..
reali touch when i hear this..
if God can do such signs & wonders...
He can heal me too!!!!
all i need is faith!!!! =)
pray & pray...
ting: ["ehh.... i dun feel anything leh.."]
but very soon.... God give me assurance
God: ["you will be heal by tml"]
and true enough.. i am TOTALLY heal when i woke up
praise God !!
i so many blessing leh in e camp...
lost my hp... but found in e end !!
miracles mann` come on this is m'sia leh!!
oh ya.. that irritating cab driver..
haha
see us singaporeans.. den wana cheat us..
bleah!!
i went back to spore with faith =)
Ps PN imparted lots of faith mann`
i wan to see hope singapore like bankok lidat
blind eyes can see.. cripples can walk...
this shall happen!!
we have the same God mah.. amen!! +)
wow.. this entry gonna be long... coz i still got alot haben say !!!
talk abt the youth camp...
games & games!!
republic rawks!!!!
the cheers are cool!!
we got the "watever" cheer..
e fly kite one...
e "rawks rulez zai wins kills" cheer..
all so cute!!!!
but we lose..
wow lao
NV NV NV NV in ting's history...
that my grp win de leh...
always lidat one... i play so many games b4..
always lose de..
duno is it me or the games..
Lolx!!
very short only the camp...
so ke xi..
we got the madness nite..
haha..
its funny & lame lar!!!
or rather dumb?? LoLx!!
but i lurve it!!
teachings... i learn alot...
i reali learn alot..
last nite..
we have our "J.U.M.P" concert..
we are mad mann`
scream & scream.....
duno how to decribe...
u should have attend it yourself
rawks.
my gals so bad... at nite dun let me slp
haha
go walk walk with them..
play stupid but fun games in the middle of the road..
"chop chili chop chili chop chili chop"
hahahaha!!!!!
sleep at 4am..
yay!!
haha
share testi also..
hehe..
pray that ppl will be encourage =)
i be usher also.. haha !! so funny lar!!!
haiz ya... i tik tis is reali long..
stop here!!! =)

---my com sort liao.... u noe window Xp rite? when shutting down.. it will have "going to sleep" b4 shutting down.. den my com sort.. cannot on.. whenever i on... it will shut down.. den "going to sleep" keep appearing!! i try & try.. i reali need the com.. to do stats and send debbie my testi for camp.. den i scold the com.. [ting: " CAN U STOP SLEEPING??"] haha!!! suddenly e com on liao.. diao... thats funny lar!! haha!! i noe its God lar =) hehe.. thankiew!!

`dream big for God.. =)
`why stay rooted to things that is not everlasting???
`if u tik the past is great.. the present is good.. tell u.. the future is even better!!

_oh no!! i'm in love with moo moo__ashaa's moo moo is reali cute mann`... i love it!!! i will go crazy when i see the moo moo!!! i miss moo moo!!!! i wan that moo moo... but no more liao... e moo moo so cute!!! argh!!! i cant stand it!!! so CUTE!!!! i feel like screaming!! so cute lor.. haha!!!_

`_God... thanks for assuring me =)--
He promiz me de...... yes!!! he will nv break it... love u God.. =)
IT WILL COME TO PASS !!!! i blive.. =)

West C !!!! we will see 3 rows.. come on... lets be the ONE.. *rmber our dreams??*

yay.. camp in 2 days time !! =)

yay
camp camp camp
lurve it !
look forward !
so excited !
hahahaha
hey ...
so irritating..
my mouth pain..
1 urcer..
& duno wats that growing under my tongue
& also a deep cut in my tongue..
sobz
God heal me !
i wana njoy the camp worx..
had my 1st shepherding with eelee today
yay..
i tik today i am in my blur mode..
mayb coz of the headache ba..
duno y i keep having headaches
gonna burst soon !
watched madagascar..
move it move it move it
hahaha!!!!
went to joyce cg also
wow i am so blessed mann`
hehe
pray that hui ru will bring something home also
haha!
God i wana do more for u
getting out of my comfort zone..
to go extra miles !
lurve u lurve u
dun wana leave ur presence..
not even a sec!
its a boo boo to leave u
yes ! i am convicred~
wana be more like u also..
hehe~
west !!!! 70 !!
70 70 70 70 70 70
break this mann`
God is in this... yay!!
so...... its impossible to fail mann`
haha!

i am in the "seh" mode

sick sick sick
i am sick of sick
haha
if u got it den laugh
if not..den so be it!
lolx
i am reali in the "seh" mode today
went to see doc..
ate medicine..
i am so sleepy!
went city hall...went orchard..
with my "seh" mode..
do alot of blur stuff...
lotsa them!
eg: i mistook a car as escalator!
i say things that ppl will... "HUH?"
haha!
i also dunno wat i say....
wat come out frm my mouth no link one..
haha!
walk..talk.. blah blah..
all in slow motions~
hehe
alot of ppl sick arh..
take care mann`
wow tell u!
if u are crazy abt money & u wana slack...
u can be a clinic doctor..
u noe y??
yesterday i bring sherlyn to the clinic..
at 2am. reach hm 3.30am.
seems lame to u??
aiya.. i lazy to explain thre process of this lar...
anyway she is burning lar.. 39 degree.
scary!!
juz go & consult the doc only..
fever..flu..sore throat..cough..
guess how much?
$65 !!!! i tik its ex leh...
or izzit i sua ku?
i tik its lame lar.
so easy to earn money.
the doc did nth lar....
juz sit there... den listen to heart beat..
den give medicine..
&65 in the pocket liao..
haha!!!
but i noe its not as easy as i tik lar...
the study process is....... like shit..
haha! blehz...
ehh? y i complain so much?
its not i pay anyway..(opps!)
haha!
anyway... if u are sick...
trust in the Lord for healing..
reali arh...
get well soon!!
haha
talking to myself also =)
oh ya!!
i decided liao...
i wana join the image team!
i am so interested abt make-ups
wana join~ yay!!!!
haha!
not reali pro in make ups for other ppl...
but i still wan it!
coz i wana be a specialist in make up next time!
this is my dream..... =)

I Am Sick..Its Terrible Lar..

terrible sia..
i am sick..
hehe
but its ok!
tml seeing doctor liao.
pray that b4 JB camp i will be heal
come on!
trust in the Lord mann`
He is the God of Healing. =)
went to the BGR seminar today.
for wat i noe..
tis BGR thingy is very long arh..
haha !
around 4 hours?
hmmmm...
but tell u wat..
the 4 hours pass really fast!
means wat?
i enjoy it!
yay!!
haha!!
u noe...
i am always looking forward to BGR seminars.
i lurve to listen to all these lar..
everytime i went there..
i am so convicted y i am single.
tell u something..
ptss!!! gonna amaze u!!
b4 i noe God....
the longest single-hood period i had...
is less den a month!
everytime after a break.
i got into another relationship very soon!
thats bad lar.
hmmmm... *count count*
i have been single for around 1.5years liao!
breakthrus!! Lolx!
no bfs coz i am VERY sure that i dun need them now=)
all i need is Jesus..
haha.. act Holy??
if u tik so.. den so be it =)
thats my values.. thats my decision.
reali hate the BGR "policy" lar.
there isn't one in the 1st place.
its a choice ba.. to me.. =)
i rmber once i met kee oon on bus....
hmmm..he leave church liao..
we began to chat abit..
[kee oon] : you still going to hope of God church huh?
[ting] : ya..
*we went silence awhile...*
*den kee onn start to ask abt the time of service..
blah blah....
*out of all sudden... *
[ting] : u got Gf?
[kee oon] : ya... den u leh??
[ting] : nahz..
[kee oon] : oh ya hor.. hope church dun allow relationships de hor?
[ting] : huh? who say so?
[kee oon] : i tot u all have that no BGR policy?
[ting] : no !! i can have one bf if i wan.. who say church dun allow?
[ting] : is juz that i choose not to.. its not abt the church..
[ting] : dun misunderstand lar... we are only doing wats the best for us lar...
blah balh...
haha!!!!!
alot of ppl tot that hope church lidat de...
u are wrong mann`
hope church teach us abt the bible...
& wat is the best for us.
this kind of church den good.
bcoz of this.. my life is not the same anymore!!
bcoz of the values that the church teach...
i had freedom.
really....
not Rules not Policy
or so watever....
but its values!!
yay~

call me crazy` =)

HmMm...
I am dead tired yesterday..
haha !
had my O level in the morning..
word for life in the noon..
ULC at nite..
Phew...
But tell u wat..
i am so refresh mann`
["wat can i do for west C? wat can i do more for God?"]
tis ques has been running thru my mind yesterday..
i am excited =)
i reali lurve HIM more & more each day
met up joyce to study last sunday
ate burger king...
nice meh?
y alot of ppl like arh?
haha!
i dun like lor...
watever x)
met up with dewen...
eat dinner with him & joyce
wow...
i lurve this mann`
u noe wat?
i lurve to gather with my sd-dmm pple
they are fun..
they are my best buddies...
Jerel dewen joyce jency shuz
in futher will be eelee..
she is going to be my new SDL & shepherd
wow i tik she is tall....
next time shopping with her muz wear heels
Wahaha!
yay!!
i pray that shuz will grow more in YS
extending God's kingdom.
amen !
shuz u dun miss us k? Lolx
i muz go for a break !
i dun wana study for a time being...
but.... i will study in mid june..
chiong liao !
huh.... i am sick of mac liao..
mac is the one who cause me to hate fast food!
actually...
i lurve KFC & Long john de lor
now... Ewweeee~
yay!
CLC 1 is fun =)
coz i teach mah... blehz
haha
joking lar..
i tik pris is fun
i lurve the way she teach
will make ppl so excited one
wana learn frm her.
she is so fun =)
look forward to camp mann`
yay!
be there ok?
u wun regret de..
mayb u wun wana go hm after that..
haha!
welcome eelee !!
west gonna grow big time
hee hee
lurve ya !